Status Updates From The Sound of Him (Monstrous...

I feel like I’ve already read this. Am I losing my mind

“Every day that you wake up, you’re a survivor. Every goddamn day. And I’m sorry for that. I am so, so sorry that you have to be a survivor for the rest of your life. I’m sorry there isn’t a finish line. I’m sorry trauma can’t be fixed with a 10-day prescription and some rest. But running away from that for the rest of your life won't change that. It’ll only make things worse.”

’They tell me it’s okay that I can’t talk, that everything is okay, that they love me, that they’re so fucking happy I’m still alive.
I won’t ever tell them I’m not so happy.’

I wanted a book that would make me feel. Well, mission accomplished 😭 be careful what you wish for. My heart is absolutely breaking for Matt 💔
I love these two broken boys

The pacing issues are getting to me I feel like the 'food water atmosphere' spongebob fish dragging myself through ace's therapy chapters. GET TO THE ANGST PLS

Help I need to put this down and touch grass but I CAN'T
BRYCE 😭😭😭 The scene of him and Ace had me tearing my hair out!! I can't wait for his book I am so #greedy
I'm on the floor. I keep going to start my day and do stuff but then after 10 minutes I'll sneak back to my kindle like 👀 one more chapter... 🫪

I was so hyped for this book to come out and so far it's hitting like crack
Matt's POV is so good and sad
Obsessed with how Carter and Travis are being absolute disasters in the background and everyone is cringing and averting their eyes