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Wow Miss Carson, you are taking me for a wild ride

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Fiction forms what streams in us.
Naturally it is suspect.
What does not wanting to desire mean?
Means I hope this thing is working says the wife as she sets her alarm clock
on the table by the bed.

I was unshielded
in the face of existence
and existence depends on beauty.
In the end.
Existence will not stop
until it gets to beauty and then there follow all the consequences that lead to the end.

To abolish seduction is a mother’s goal.
She will replace it with what is real: products.
Demeter’s victory
over Hades
does not consist in her daughter’s arrival from down below,
it’s the world in bloom—
cabbages lures lambs broom sex milk money!
These kill death.

Repression speaks about sex better than any other form of discourse or so the modern experts maintain. How do people get power over one another? is an algebraic question

We have this deep sadness between us and its spells so habitual I can’t tell it from love.

Loyal to nothing
my husband. So why did I love him from early girlhood to late middle age
and the divorce decree came in the mail?
Beauty. No great secret. Not ashamed to say I loved him for his beauty.
As I would again
if he came near. Beauty convinces. You know beauty makes sex possible.
Beauty makes sex sex.

Lovely