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Whoah. He has a 17 Hour drive.
He says he spends every second of it coming to accept that he’s still in love with his wife

Ellis is a freak! What. lol.
He was thinking about the last time the bad sex. Like vividly. Haha. And then he had to pull off the side of the road and came in his pants. Haha. So much yearning.

He says that he hates that her merely writing the word sex on a paper does something to him. He said sex with her is always poor. Just more.

Silas just realizes that he’s been missing. He tells him he’s just been getting caught up on things. Silas says you’ve definitely lying. But do you want to get a beer so they’re getting one tomorrow
He wants to know why things fell apart and why he still misses her so much

He said they were walking around on emotional eggshells. He said by the time she wanted out he was so goddamn tired he did too.

Oh no, he says that they had fertility issues. 36 negative test. And then they got pregnant. And then she almost died on the hospital table because it turned out to be ectopic. He said he didn’t wanna try again and got a vasectomy
Things only got worse, and the weight of her resentment became a living breathing thing.
That her mom got sick and distance grew between them.

Oh, he said he knew when she referred to his brother that she actually met his. That’s so sweet that she calls his brothers her brothers.

He’s such a good guy.
He said he feels sick. It was a terrible ideal stealing this connection this way

She said, even the most consuming love doesn’t necessarily mean happiness in the end. She said I can attest to that. I can look back on everything now and see the beauty in my own personal history & the good things it gave us & yet I can’t pinpoint where it ultimately died.
She said she thinks the sex was ruined by the end. It was great, but it also felt like a crutch for connecting when they weren’t otherwise

Awwww she said she grew up with her great love, so she thinks maybe her heart took shape around his

Oh my God they are so sweet

She said she wants to travel and see new places, knowing she has her home to come back to. She wants to drink wine on an Italian villa and dancing an Irish pub. She wants to go to a Golden sand beach that’s warm.

That’s funny she said I don’t care if you have the coolest kid mine is better than yours sorry.
Since they share the same kid

She said the people that she’s hurt most and letdown the most are the ones that she loved the most too.
She said the bravest thing she ever did was leave something that was fine, but not making either of them happy anymore. Sometimes she thinks she regrets it even still but… There are different kinds of hurt.

He said he saw himself in this idiot man who wouldn’t leave his house during the fire and died. He kept thinking about how he’s done that in his own life. How he’s taken on things he had no business taking on neglected to accept help and what he’s lost because of it.

Aww. So they a r what going to writer to each other. No real names. No major details.

He likes getting to hear or read her this way again.
He writes her back. He says her letter was a bright spot in his day.
He asks her if she will still write him. He says he will be there at least a couple weeks and cut there is something nice about this.

He wrote her back but signed it L. Guest L

I wonder if this was the person she said made her feel something again but she never met. She said it in the prologue.

He said he’s tried to stop missing wren. But he’s been fracturing for months. And he almost lost Silas. He almost failed. And when he saw her at the hospital, he lost it. He said it was like seeing home after decades away, he says he misses her.

Sage just called and said that fisher is back

Kirby or Lennon. Her first name is Lennon she a cousin who is working over that way where the horses escaped so she’s gonna call and ask if they know anything. But Lennon says that he needs to write her back and say that he’s working on it. Because she’s probably waiting. He says no I’m not gonna ride her back until I know something. But then she convinces him to do it so I think he’s gonna change his mind

He said he read the letter over and over again. He memorized some of the lines. He said some of it sounded like her. But so much of it was unfamiliar to.

She goes off on some tangent as well too. But she goes back to this. She says I need to know those two beautiful creatures made it out of that cataclysmic thing.

Oh my God, she’s hilarious and very endearing. How could you not love her?
She wrote him a letter or the firefighter that was getting the care package. She didn’t know it was him. And said she was desperate to know about these two horses that escaped during the fire they were bonded. And she hasn’t been able to sleep. She was worried about these two horses that escaped and she needs to know if they’re OK.

He says that he thinks that if she knew he was working fire, she, he doubts that she would’ve said something. As far as he knows that they’ve gone out their way to avoid as much information about each other as they can since the split.
He said six months after their divorce he asked she was dating. And she had an awkward look on her face so he just stopped asking.

A note in the bottom of the box and it was signed by Salem Meridian. Her middle and maiden name.
He said a possessive urge tears through him. Like the one that had him at the town meeting last summer. When he said that she was still a Byrd. Because they’ve been divorced for over four years, but he says her last name is still Byrd so she’s still a Byrd.

No wonder why he doesn’t wanna eat those cones. There’s too many good memories associated.
He said the scone is everything good before it wasn’t anymore