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"I make you care about Einstein?"
"I cant help but care about the things you care about. I feel like were kind of connected in that way now."
Oh sobbing

"A month ago, I wouldve told you there was nothing in the world left to be excited about. Who knew something as silly as wine would do the trick?" BABY ITS NOT THE WINEEEEE

Roman drapes his arm around my shoulder and pulls me close to him.
“As long as you aren’t flaking out.”
“I told you, I’m not a flake.”
“That’s my girl.” i read and giggle but remember whats ahead of them;((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

I know I seem to be in a better mood, but im not sure if im really in a better mood or if its a trick my mind is playing on me.

I wonder what my energy will do after I die. I wonder if our energy will really outlast us.

"I just wish you werent so sad all the time, Aysel." My sad girl ;(((((888(((

"My teacher, Mrs. Marks, makes this big production out of trying to decode what the poets were saying. From my perspective, it’s pretty clear: I’m depressed and I want to die. It’s painful to watch all my classmates tear apart each line, looking for the significance. There’s no significance. Anyone who has actually been that sad can tell you that there’s nothing beautiful or literary or mysterious about depression."