Status Updates From A God in Ruins

Back from my reading hiatus

His men get out the escape hatch and he finally has no choice but to let it go and crashes in to the ocean, sinking to the bottom taking him with it.

And rather than that being the end and he dies, he actually died all them years ago so viola sunny Bertie cease to exist, nancy marries someone else as does viola, Bertie and sunnys partners, a flash back to Nancy and Ursula mourning teddys loss in the war???

He’s supposed to see his mom, she takes his yoga class everyday. He tells her not to think and to let go and one day with the birds and the sunrise something just comes over her and she just sees her life differently all of a sudden? (Sureee) anyhow in the care home Teddy lays dying but he’s fighting his last fight in his bomber, it’s going down and he’s trying to fight it off.

I just dislike this book. Viola has a dream about Sunny and is overwhelmed with love so she detours and goes to see him, while she’s over there she gets a call from the nursing home that Teddy is dying, she thinks finally she’s been waiting for him to die to start her life?? Bertie goes over to sit with him. Sunny teaches yoga in Bali, has an Aussie girlfriend who’s 6 months pregnant, he’s found peace

Back to Teddy during the war and the final run before he was shot down over Germany to become a POW.

The old woman is declared missing 😤 ahhhi just don’t like viola.

She’s going to Singapore for a book launch /panel thing and decides she should detour and see Sunny as a surprise…

Everything’s always someone else’s fault. She wishes her children were babies again & had time for her. She hasn’t seen Sunny in 10 years he’s out in Bali being a Buddhist. Bertie calls her here and there but calls Teddy all the time and also declined to see her for dinner when she was in London. She leaves the home, letting an elderly woman out while she’s at it because she can’t be bothered to move her

Another voila Chapter 🙄
Teddy is in a home and dying, he’s pretty out of it. Viola visits him once a week because she doesn’t want anyone to be able to say she doesn’t care. She’s thinking over her life and back on a therapy session where she complains after her mom died her dad got her hair cut to a bob because he couldn’t do her plaits, the therapist asked why she couldn’t manage her own hair 🤗

Then one evening as she’s playing piano (the thinks she’s playing well but she’s actually just mashing the keys) Teddy tries to put her to bed and she starts trashing around like an animal and he knows this isn’t what/who she wanted to be. He puts extra morphine in her drink but her trashing knocks it across the room. He smothers her with a pillow. Viola sees but quietly goes back to her room.

Nancy has a brain tumour, inoperable. She didn’t want to tell Teddy until she knew for sure, she told her sisters though.
She told Teddy once it was all confirmed and started making preparations for her life to be over, to make it easier for everyone when she was gone. She asks Teddy to help her at the end, she didn’t want to become a zombie as the tumour destroyed her brain. Teddy was against it.

Passion I gusss? He still has the dog Ursula saved in the blitz, lucky. He’s a base mascot.