Status Updates From Turning [터닝]

only 1250 english chapters are free for me rn. there's 1485 chapters out in korean and those chapters are behind a paywall by english fantranslators so, i'll most likely have to buy the remaining chapters from ridibooks itself 🥰🥰🥰 the student loans will hit...

Bawling my eyes out to Yuder waking up after murdering Pathuamet!!! 🩷 So was not ready for Yuder to realize he was in love with Kishiar in the first timeline today. I feel hysterical
"a pain that was unbearable despite the refreshing and pleasant emotions he was feeling. [...] was it Kishiar?" "his heart quivered with a marvelous sensation, as if it had rediscovered a long-lost piece" KILL ME

Did Yuder just perform a fucking debulking surgery on Kishiar with no prior medical (magical also?) knowledge or practice???? Without him waking up???????? And it was successful????? And now his elemental control is stronger?????? What the fuck is happening

Chapter 200 made me insane. Yuder can't fool me with his emotional suppression, I was in no way shocked when I read "and within that joy was his own reflection, equally consumed by a ruthless desire, his mind solely focused on satiating his hunger as he clung to his neck". These fucking freaks bro. Both of them having raw, chapped lips the next day is crazy. Animals

Oh my god I was right all along. Blood of Blessing really was just an extended allegory for inbreeding. That's insannnneeee. Complete switch up, but yayyyyy soft Kishiyu interactions. Love Kishiar attempting to rustle his hair every time he sees him. That scene in chapter 194 was so erotic I nearly had to put my phone down

In withdrawal from my meds rn and chapters 185-186 made me feel a disgusting amount. Yuder realizing Kishiar was slowly dying in front of him in their first timeline was so sad. Kind of love the compilation of moments forming where Kishiar notes down Yuder's responses disproportionate to what he said. "You look as if i've done something terrible to a child" lmfao. Truly an awful time, love these fuckfaces

Trudging along..... very..... very slowly. I'm on chapter 114 and it's only 8 percent done kill me now. Yuder's inner dialogue is so fucking gay. "I only take orders from one man" yeah alright buddy. Loving how we're slowly unraveling Yuder's repressed guilt when it comes to tl1 Kishiar's death. The nightmares, Nahan's illusion (sick arc btw. As a torture survivor the cave scenes made me feel ill), Yuder's stares...