Status Updates From School of Velocity

What do you mean "He is gone" get the hell out i get it Dirk but come on its so sad

I was so right to be worried his hallucinations got so so so much worse he hears random noises like all the time and his balance is whack, he gets light headed, he can't sleep sometimes, he can barely play. He took a break from playing and its coming back to the beginning of where he performs with the American cellist I hope it goes well and its his last show. I want him to talk to Lena about his problems so bad.

Like clockwork as soon as Dirk is mentioned I feel sad, this time because I feel bad for him, his story is sad. What do you mean he dropped out doing what he loved to go and get his degree later when he was almost finished. Then his friends find him alone half the time and one time he's at a bridge alone? To do what kill himself what? Then all that to end up back at Sint Ansfried head of the drama department.

I don't have that bad feeling anymore and I think it's because Dirk isn't there. This section focused more on Jan's career and his life with Lena, it was beautiful to read. I can't wait to read more about them. The only thing that worries me is he's starting to notice his hallucinations, it's a little nerve racking because I don't know if it is going to strain their relationship.

You don't understand the HATRED I feel towards dirk. What the actual fuck do you mean you promised you'd be at his DEBUT concert PROMISED YOU MADE PLANS, and you don't fucking show up. I hate this man child with my whole being.

GET ME OUT OF THIS LENA JAN IS SO SO SO SORRY I NEED YOU TO KNOW THAT. I LOVE YOUR LENA HE LOVES YOU PLEASE FORGIVE HIM.

I have such a deep gutteral feeling something so terrible is going to happen I can just feel it happening the next page. I have this dammed feeling during every page, I just can't I feel like crying. I don't even know if something bad is going to happen that's the worst part, nothing might happen or the worst thing imaginable might happen, but I don't know and its killing me. I want it stop. I want this book done.

Fuck, these stupid little gay men they're so stupid and sad, and making me sad and angry with their stupidness

They're so fucking gay wtf

THIS BOOK IS SO GOOD AAAAAAH