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"Fear and the longing for comfort, i now recognize, dimmed the brightness of my will"

"There, under that roof, our own two lives, recalcitrant sometimes to one another, were all the while thankfully one, one larger, more conscious life than either alone"

This may be the weirdest thing I have ever read/listened to. No plot. Reads like somebody telling you their feverdream about alien sociopolitical problems while having a manic episode. I did not expect this much information on the taxes the soliders of the bird (?) people receive for maternity or automatic endocrine systems that have something to with .. massages? Radio broadcasting? Wtf is even happening?