Status Updates From Deja Who (Insighter, #1)

I don't know if I can finish this one. I've got the audio book and it's really hard to follow. Also, I just don't like the main character. Actually, I don't "know" her at all, except that she thinks she'll get murdered. Even now that she's told her story of some of her past lives, I can't seem to understand her at all. And so much of the story told through patient notes is so confusing.