Status Updates From Milenec

this is so sad

been wanting this, bought it second hand at half priced. told myself if i found a copy then it was a sign. found it for $4.99 (compared to paying $11 or $15) 😫🙏🏼 ~ 23:58 pm, 3/21/26

rrr

“I see the war as like him, spreading everywhere, breaking in everywhere, stealing, imprisoning, always there, merged and mingled with everything, present in the body, in the mind,
awake and asleep, all the time, a prey to the intoxicating passion of occupying that delightful territory, a child's body, the bodies of those less strong, of conquered peoples. Because evil is there, at the gates, against the skin.”

“it seems, without sadness, without curiosity, going along without seeming to, without meaning to, just going this way rather than that, alone and in the crowd, never alone even by themselves, always alone even in the crowd.”

she really did wrote this when she was drunk

“I was a child my mother's unhappiness took the place of dreams. My dreams were of my mother, never of Christmas trees, always just her, a mother either flayed by poverty or distraught and muttering in the wilderness, either searching for food or endlessly telling what's happened to her”

WTFFFFF