Status Updates From Zero Repeat Forever (Nahx I...

Starting to struggle with this book again. It had all the trappings of enemies to lovers, and now its gotten so psychologically into the weeds that I don't think anyone knows what they want. There is one part where the two spend a lot of time together, and it started to feel like I shouldn't be privy to the emotional upheavals that they are both experiencing, like I'm watching a two way abusive relationship for fun