Status Updates From The Brig

No, it would go right back into his bladder.

It loses me right there. What now?

Boring, repetitive.

"...sex is a way of expressing love. They always tell us that. Well, if sex is a way of expressing love, then pain can also be a way of expressing it. It wonʼt make it hurt any less, but maybe... Maybe youʼll be able to feel with each hurt, how much I love you.” So speaks the ex-Seminarian.

"It occurred to me that an honest whore does more to benefit society at large than any number of mediocre presidents or senators. Presidents get countries into wars and depressions. The most you can blame on a whore is a few cases of VD." I do like this guy :-)

"The chamber was dark, but it smelled very good. I recognized the odor of sanctity; that peculiar blend of beeswax candles, incense, water, and hypocrisy." he hasn't been completely indoctrinated despite it all.

"I hadnʼt chosen my particular mortification of the flesh, but I had chosen to stick to my ethics and ended up here, just as a good many saints had done." So, it's more than bdsm porn. where's this going?

"In the darkness...I began to think back...(to) the stories of the saints...around the time of the Renaissance who had got their sanctity by throwing themselves into...the sewage that people tossed...into the streets each morning...the absurdity of canonizing that kind of mortification of the flesh had been one of the first things to turn me off to the church...Now...I was become an equal of a good many saints."

feeling so conflicted. this is...so wrong and I can't put it down...

holy mother of god.