Status Updates From Arms from the Sea

So this book has been a lot. I loved the cover and the idea of the story. However I started this years ago, didn’t finish it. Started it all over again a year or so ago and still didn’t finish it. Now I’m starting again, but where I left off this time. It’s a tough read because the author gives too many details that it’s just too much to process & you’re like wtf did I just read? I’m ready to finish