Status Updates From A Psalm for Lost Girls

I desperately need to know all of Ana’s story. I want to go through and read just her narrative. I can’t tell if she is longing for her kidnapper or what, it feels like theres a fatherly connection somehow or like Chunk and the monster from Goonies.
Also Cal and D’s friends are seeing all this chemistry and it is there, it’s right. But also SO wrong because of Tess. I wonder if they ever find out