Status Updates From Eros. Poética del deseo.

"To write words I put a symbol in place of an absent sound. To write the words I love you’ requires a further, analogous replacement, one that
is much more painful in its implication. Your absence from the syntax of my life is not a fact to be changed by written words. And it is the single fact that makes a difference to the lover, the fact that you and I are not one. "

killing myself