Status Updates From The Heart of the Lost Star ...

i dont careeeeeee if sarrica's nice i want him dead! sorry i hold a fucking grudge????????? get him away from my sights!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kamir is muchhhh too sweet he needs a bitch around him that likes to pick fights id get sentenced for treason if it meant i punch the high king on kamir's behalf FUCK YOU!!!!

..the way my heart fucking dropped ohmygod. okay i need allen's head rolling on the floor too are u fucking serious. imagine kamir's reaction when he hears of this ohmygod THERES NOT ENOUGH TIME FOR A GROVEL?????? WHAT THE HELL IS GOING TO HAPPEN THIS ANGST MEANS NOTHING IF ITS NOT TENDED PROPERLY??

really awesome that i have absolutely zero prior affections for sarrica and i can hate him to the fullest for the shit he pulled w kamir like jader i need u to hold onto that vitriol and fury do NOT let an apology sway u i need his head rolling on the floor! (not going to happen but a girl can dream)

"Yours… Normally Jader signed with 'sincerely'. What had provoked the change? Kamir really wished his heart would stop pounding. One silly little word change meant nothing. His letters had grown increasingly casual; no doubt this was simply a product of that." god take the hamilton out of me this single line and now i cant get 'take a break' out of my head oh god release me

most would be upset at the circumstances that kamir has found himself in. i on the other hand LOVE LOVE LOVE miserable angst that comes from this sort of thing kamir thinks the whole world should be balanced on his shoulders and who am i to refuse awful angst when im in a mood for pain and heartache

just covered my face and screamed "WHAT? NOO!" megan derr u will pay for this (negative) like MAAAAAAAAAAN ive spent so long in privilege i forgot accidental pregnancy is an actual trope OHHHHMYGODDDDD megan derr i thought u better than that!

people being insecure in front of people gives me such an unfortunate ick like UGH! keep it to yourself like we all do!!!!!!!!!!!!! you bury it deep deep down and internalize it but you NEVER vocalize it unless ur alone like come ON kamir get with the program!!!!!!!!!!

nevermind guys my love for transgender freak sex supersedes my sex repulsion we're so back i love romance

thought going to bed would cure my passing sex repulsion but i just cringed violently and tossed my laptop away from my lap (on my bed not to worry) at the INSINUATION of sex. so sex repulsion remains supreme 😔😔 i guess. good thing i love these characters and their pining at the very least to tide me over