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No good cause involves surveillance of the body, mind, change done to a person does not justify, what abt rights of the Creator? My Lord said do not spy on one another. Surveillance takes it to cruel extreme. “Real life trolling, turned up alone, ignored everything I said, followed me around, not allowing me to sit quietly/eat in peace”. Can’t imagine Prophet (SAWS) doing a treaty requiring such surveillance.

Muslim women’s wombs too. In retaliation, abusing influence, removing fertility, preparing a menopause narrative to disguise it beforehand through inducing harm to bones through meds, falsifying results - late results which was questioned, while in reality it was in preparation to altered the sexes (genes, good genes, like Sydney Sweeney) using 76 Al-Insan to ridicule the Qur’an perhaps. So convoluted.

I see the word punitive I think cruelty, I see empathetic I think mercy. The cruelty of the world in general, compared to the Mercy of An-Nur, the only One who has the light, the light of God’s Face. Al-Ikhlas, the Sincerity, no human being compares. Otherwise it corruption and spreading shirk around the world.

My contact with majority of public services from a young age, my disability has hardly even been adjusted to, I haven’t been able to make critical informed choices. As someone who lacked knowledge, I was thrown into really bad situations as a result of lack of safeguarding + duty of care from public services which severely affected my life, this has been exploited instead of leading to me being fully protected.

YT double standards. A yt man can flee country knowing fully what he’s done, maybe able + they’ll say yt people are protected (whilst equality act says we’re supposed to be protected, most likely from them), that they’re the standard of purity whilst non yt people are held to higher standard for things they didn’t know, intend, not able. May God remove all helping uphold yt privilege except for ppl I love.

1st time reading about Kenya. I don’t believe that the story suddenly gained traction by 10m shares. It could have been pushed, manipulated or falsely recorded eg earthquakes magnitude as birthdates I recognised. I think to have chosen an African country seems more like an attempt to say we’re in this together, as a divisive tactic. I don’t believe human beings themselves should kill, leave it to God.

“I don’t want to (just)be included. Instead, I want to question who creates the standard in the first place”. Brilliant. Insightful.

We’ve seen how so many black + brown women work in healthcare, but it makes me wonder if this is in a way the community gathering of our generation because it’s safer within, traditionally expected + accepted field. It is also a sector where you can actually be amongst ‘your own’, and find safety (for most maybe). I wonder if it’s ever encouraged for our peoples safety as well.

On my post I said how others think I’m sweet. When did I say I consider myself sweet? If you went through my stuff then you would have seen I don’t think of myself as sweet, then subjected me to that label every time I said something not sweet. It’s like when people say oh you look so innocent then get mad that you’re not. Other people calling me sweet doesn’t mean I think I am. Then sweet emoji rolling in.

I remember when I was 14, finished with work experience for the day, and I was approached asked to go for a drink and he wasn’t taking no for an answer and I screamed a swear I did and ran!!!! It was dark as well, I ran. I wanted to stand up for myself and shut the conversation down but I also ran when I did.

And another thing, last year a man touched himself when he was looking at me at the GP and I went and sought help and they didn’t do anything until I spoke to a doctor who did something and said that’s not acceptable. There were children I believe in the vicinity. This should not be the case. His camera flashes at me as well. He did it twice.

Once again surveillance is a violation of privacy and all surveillance is religious discrimination because it infringes on the right to practice religion (hijab and burqa). No one should work in organisations which do surveillance. You are oppressing us too. You are oppressing, I want my rights.

I was molested as a child by men, groomed at 15, gang raped as a teenager, raped in my adulthood and this year I’ve had people mock and watch footage of me sexually abused as a child, assaulted at a young age, I was unconscious with the gang rape but they mocked me and they have also watched footage of me being raped and said they’re avenging the person and that they want the person to kill me. Since I spoke.

Removing fertility of a South Asian Muslim disabled woman is outright a breach of reproductive and maternity rights and rights to religion under the equality act. It’s a human rights violation as well as race and religious discrimination.

All organisations, companies, communities, health services, artists & charities are subject to control by powerful human entities, therefore subjugated + never independent. Coercion means they can/have to spread misinformation, lie + deceive the public + insiders. We would expect towards the end of times that loss of knowledge would be widespread + consider how this would manifest.

Malware can only be installed by officials, there is a significant power imbalance; those who have it installed are powerless + through this that more malicious communications can be pushed. Those who are entrenched within try to claim victimhood including non white people (shields), while the person who is on the outside is the victim, situations can be engineered, the Q is who do they benefit from siding with.

Reading the introduction I was like : woman chill why are you full of so much rage? When I read a little more into the book : woman why aren't you filled with even more rage ?

White women who allow the transitioning of Muslim women without their knowledge and consent are racist, Islamophobic and certainly not feminist at all. It is gender, race, religious, maternity, sex discrimination all at once. All non Muslims who partake in such actions or serve anywhere that does so should be removed from their jobs. All Muslims who serve are oppressors too because they make it happen.

The expectation of non white people to only take centre stage when we are subjugated or comic relief because us being main character means they feel the role is being taken away from them. Hermione references. I wonder if that’s why I was randomly asked to talk about which fictional characters I most relate to/maybe to create more cinematic universe who knows. I am me. God’s servant. A real person. Not an idea.

Racist speech + actions by white people need to be allowed to be challenged. Racism can be concealed by falsely misattributing racism (talking about being a victim of bullying, violence etc) to a non YT group/person by YT people using another non YT group/person as a shield. I recall some saying they don’t like paperwork, it’s a lot, so to do so would mean substantial backing by those who can, vested interests.

Travel + Britain is mentioned here and the use of dehumanising language such as cockroaches.. which is interesting because this year I was called cockroaches and to kill cockroaches. I’m not a migrant, I was born here + born with disability, but it is not nice for non white + disabled people to be used as resources. We as people are not resources, but other than the disabled, it says for people to strive.