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The fingers coiled around the scar on his neck, tracing it over his blue scarf. But just as Shin thought they would constrict and strangle him, the touch of those fingers that once tried to kill him became a kind and painfully sad caress.
“…I’m sorry.”

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"Rei grimaced in agony. He should have said something the day he departed. He should have told Shin and made it clear it wasn’t his fault. That night, Rei had laid a curse on Shin and run away, leaving him carrying it. Those words, those accusations that his family’s deaths were all his fault, would probably go on to torment Shin for years to come."

Oh it already did