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you think you're fine. you think it passed. you think you won't cry anymore. and then it catches you off-guard again and the feeling is so visceral and raw that you can't breathe for a moment. this book is a gut punch waiting to happen and grief incarnate and I don't know if I like it or not and it doesn't matter.

I have not thought this through, trying to read it at work. I can't cry my yes out at work. this sucks.