Status Updates From Un cœur faible

65-74
Okay I read the missing pages elsewhere.
I had fomo I needed to know what was gonna happen. So now I predict vasia will die. Although arkadys nightmare was so realistic I felt my heart drop when he woke up, just as it does when you wake up from a nightmare. Okay nvm I love fyodors style of writing im so sorry

48-74.
But 16 pages are missing. Making it 91 total. I hated the book anyways. I actually don’t even wanna read anymore. Fyodors a weird author and now we’ve got Lizankas 10yr old brother getting kissed by Vasya. Great.

“Yes I love her as I love you She will be my guardian angel as well as yours, for your happiness will shed a radiance upon me too,and warm me with its rays.
She will be mistress of my fate too,Vasya
my happiness wil be in her hands,let her
command both you and me alike.My friendship for you is my friendship for her.You two are inseparable for me now;only now I shall have two beings like you instead of one” wth

Fyodor you’re pissing me off now. I beg your pardon. What’s up with you and making everyone love everyone. Stop. “And hoped that Arkady would grow to love her too, if only half as much as he loved vasya” why the hell does Vasyas fiancé want his friend to love her?
And then “arkady was in love, head over heels in love with Lizanka. Vasya thought it terribly amusing and was awfully glad” HUH

34-74
“I have never said this to you before, Arkady... Arkady! You make me so happy with your friendship, I wouldn't be alive at all if it weren't for you—no, no, don't say a word, Arkasha! Let me shake your hand, let me thank you!”
hahaha dead. There’s no way. This has to be the original. I can’t escape people anymore. Even in books.

24-74.
“I’ve always been in love with her, and so i began to comfort her—and then, I really don’t know how it all came about, but she came to love me too”

Knowing fyodor, I know damn well he’s going to end this book in him having Vasya as a rebound and Artemyev return to her fiancé.

But I love the friendship between Vasya and arkasha.
“Thus true worth and virtue conceals itself”

10-74. I can’t take this book seriously. He tells his friend he’s proposed to someone. So then his friend Carrie’s him like a baby and then his friend doesn’t like the joke so he cries?? Haha and then his other friend gets upset that he joked and then starts doing somersaults?
I sort of like How they exaggerate writing. Reminds me of dead poets society.

5-74pgs. again just like the other book, the page numbers don’t line up and I don’t know why.
but I feel like this book will bore me, I’m yet to remember the difference between which ones Akrady ivano (vich nefedvich) and Vasya Shamkov. I keep having to visualise one on the right, one on the left. Then point to each side when the lines change to each character.

I made dirty chai latte and it tastes so ew