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'What was I doing there? Why was I talking to those people? Why was I dressed so oddly? My passion was dead. For years it had submerged me and swept me along; now I felt empty.'
'Shall I awake in a few months, a few years, exhausted, disappointed, in the midst of ruins? I should like to understand myself properly before it is too late.'

drunk asf rn and all I can think about is that little french boy with the diaries #realshi