Status Updates From On the Way to You

Wow. This journey is so beautiful, I am so happy but also I know something is coming. And I am unsure of how to feel. I love Emery and Cooper. I understand both of them so well.

Before you, maybe. But not after. Never after.

I loved that the shop employees on the strip helped her feel amazing to go out in Vegas! Emery and Cooper are in Vegas now. He hasn’t talked to her in 3 days, because of the kiss. Now we are doing more. I am nervous to see how Emery responds to this.

Wow! We got a first kiss!
But then Emery was having a bad couple days. I understand depression, I have it too and sometimes I am the same way and don’t want to do anything. Definitely not as much as I used to be. But I get it. I feel for both of them.

“Nothing in my life has been easy, Emery….Maybe it was easy to make not list because life hasn’t disappointed me yet. “

Ok, we are in Colorado Springs now, and oh my gosh! Cooper keeps reading Emery’s journal while he isn’t around or is in the shower. I wonder if he knows she is reading it? Like a sense.

“Being single is literally the best thing ever.- Emery
It’s super fun not having someone to kiss, or hold, or share good and bad times with. It would suck so bad to have someone who loved you during the holiday, or someone who wants to make you smile everyday. -Cooper”

New Orleans, Louisiana .. first night with a stranger, Emery.

“I think religion, is just the result of fear. Fear of dying, fear of being alone. We all want to believe that we’re special, that some man in the sky loves each and every one of us” wow .. only 33 pages in and these are the lines we get..