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“Of course, genuine emotion is the very essence of self. It cannot ever be unfelt, cannot be ignored, cannot even be rechanneled for very long.
But with practice and care, it may be hidden.” - (page 23)

Seriously tempted to dnf. Up until the 80 page mark this was just another cool-premise-lackluster-execution book, but Erwin is possibly the most repellent character I've ever encountered and the narrative will NOT stop sucking his dick. I can't believe I had to read that he "gave no fucks" twice in one chapter. I don't know if I have that hatereading dog in me for this one.

All it took was for me to turn the dam TV off…

This book is incredibly disturbing. Father’s lessons to the children, the children’s training…