Status Updates From When He Leaves You

make me want to break no contact

this is so melancholic

“i do not know how
it feels to fall in
love all i do is
drown in it”

so… yeah

“i’m sorry that
i used you to
see if i was
worth loving”

“though i put up all these walls myself, each brick placed carefully, i too easily hand over the sledgehammer to knock them down.”

so far so good

time
heals
every
open wound
what do i do with the ones i closed

our teeth sparkled bright white
when we first met but you
drank too much black coffee
and i too much red wine
so now these stains on
what used to be pure white
are all that’s left of us

leave your expectations
outside the door
i do not want to
meet any of them

i love you
with the tears
we have shed together
the blood that ran
through your veins
into mine the laughter
that somehow brings
more tears all the
unconditional love
we still have here

to mom and dad

i seek out broken people that love breaking and need fixing. i fix them and they break me.

This line hits.