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I remember when I was 14, finished with work experience for the day, and I was approached asked to go for a drink and he wasn’t taking no for an answer and I screamed a swear I did and ran!!!! It was dark as well, I ran. I wanted to stand up for myself and shut the conversation down but I also ran when I did.

And another thing, last year a man touched himself when he was looking at me at the GP and I went and sought help and they didn’t do anything until I spoke to a doctor who did something and said that’s not acceptable. There were children I believe in the vicinity. This should not be the case. His camera flashes at me as well. He did it twice.

Once again surveillance is a violation of privacy and all surveillance is religious discrimination because it infringes on the right to practice religion (hijab and burqa). No one should work in organisations which do surveillance. You are oppressing us too. You are oppressing, I want my rights.

I was molested as a child by men, groomed at 15, gang raped as a teenager, raped in my adulthood and this year I’ve had people mock and watch footage of me sexually abused as a child, assaulted at a young age, I was unconscious with the gang rape but they mocked me and they have also watched footage of me being raped and said they’re avenging the person and that they want the person to kill me. Since I spoke.

Removing fertility of a South Asian Muslim disabled woman is outright a breach of reproductive and maternity rights and rights to religion under the equality act. It’s a human rights violation as well as race and religious discrimination.

All organisations, companies, communities, health services, artists & charities are subject to control by powerful human entities, therefore subjugated + never independent. Coercion means they can/have to spread misinformation, lie + deceive the public + insiders. We would expect towards the end of times that loss of knowledge would be widespread + consider how this would manifest.

Malware can only be installed by officials, there is a significant power imbalance; those who have it installed are powerless + through this that more malicious communications can be pushed. Those who are entrenched within try to claim victimhood including non white people (shields), while the person who is on the outside is the victim, situations can be engineered, the Q is who do they benefit from siding with.

Reading the introduction I was like : woman chill why are you full of so much rage? When I read a little more into the book : woman why aren't you filled with even more rage ?

White women who allow the transitioning of Muslim women without their knowledge and consent are racist, Islamophobic and certainly not feminist at all. It is gender, race, religious, maternity, sex discrimination all at once. All non Muslims who partake in such actions or serve anywhere that does so should be removed from their jobs. All Muslims who serve are oppressors too because they make it happen.

The expectation of non white people to only take centre stage when we are subjugated or comic relief because us being main character means they feel the role is being taken away from them. Hermione references. I wonder if that’s why I was randomly asked to talk about which fictional characters I most relate to/maybe to create more cinematic universe who knows. I am me. God’s servant. A real person. Not an idea.

Racist speech + actions by white people need to be allowed to be challenged. Racism can be concealed by falsely misattributing racism (talking about being a victim of bullying, violence etc) to a non YT group/person by YT people using another non YT group/person as a shield. I recall some saying they don’t like paperwork, it’s a lot, so to do so would mean substantial backing by those who can, vested interests.

Travel + Britain is mentioned here and the use of dehumanising language such as cockroaches.. which is interesting because this year I was called cockroaches and to kill cockroaches. I’m not a migrant, I was born here + born with disability, but it is not nice for non white + disabled people to be used as resources. We as people are not resources, but other than the disabled, it says for people to strive.

I messaged someone this year. The next day, their friend I believe based on their profile picture, messaged me (only those who had influence could), telling me I’m annoying. That’s bullying + harassment, it was a white person as well. Almost as if to say people don’t approve, how capitol authoritarian like to meddle + control any kind of connection. Islam is not about compulsion, so this is very white.

Taylor Swift, lions and more colonised my art and content, they ignored me being raped and beaten, to preserve white culture of privilege.

“Whip hand over” means admitting that they dominate and subject to cruelty and they don’t want it to be the other way around. Maybe if it was, finally they’d learn since they want to discipline non white people with cruelty, they should face it themselves. Maybe then they’ll stop.

Racism bolsters white peoples life chances. It affords an unearned power. It is designed to maintain a quiet (erm) dominance.

“The longer a child is in care (without love and family love basically), the more likely it is that they will develop attachment problems later in life. So finding a good family fit with speed is critical.” May Allah (SWT) deal with those who harm those who did not have love or limited love growing up and shame them and punish them for their attachment issues and dependence. It is a privilege to be loved.

Any organisation/company that does surveillance is essentially “ban the burqa”. It’s Islamophobic bc it means Muslims can’t cover/is pointless bc they’re ’never fully dressed’ bc they’re being watched naked at times. Shame on all those who work in such organisations, once they know + stay, it is haram? I left a role bc of this aspect. All Muslims, anyone who believes in dignity should work elsewhere.

Martin Luther King’s speech was misused in this example to mean to say that to not judge based on skin colour as don’t judge white people, don’t judge the power of whiteness. Martin said the great stumbling block is the devoted to “order” than justice. As in the white order, even justice can be distorted to conceal protection of whiteness. I was making dua of the oppressed potentially 1

So they scapegoated to get the attention off them. That’s like you speaking about SA and then they started redirecting and playing divide and rule (hide behind non white communities). Have noticed how much is levelled considering the same level of anger isn’t directed at others. It’s so obviously scapegoated to get the attention away from the white people who murdered. Like redirecting attention in heart art.

“You’re never sure when a conversation about race and racism will turn into one where you were scared for your physical safety or social position. White privilege is a manipulative, suffocating blanket of power. It’s brutal and oppressive, bullying you into not speaking up.”

You know once I was told that whites are actually a protected category with a smiley face in response to my smiley face. Equality act 2010 is for those whose lives are substantially at detriment in the long-term as a result of their protected characteristic. White privilege means anyone who is white is already protected by the system of privilege hence the need for the creation for the equality act in the first place

So true, at the time of writing only one black football manager in the premier league. When they started talking about NFL and their attempts to recruit black managers, I tried to think of black managers in English premier league, I couldn’t think of any.