Status Updates From You Are Here

"I’m torn between deciding whether or not life is cruel. On one hand, it brought me you Yet it kept me from having you."

tonio ...

waking up to a dream >

"I called you for nights not just because you’re a getaway you were something to look forward to, at night when the world is quiet"

"I am somewhere between assuming someone out there is meant for me and preparing myself for the possibility: this person doesn’t exist." never felt so seen

"Maybe where you were isn’t where you’re supposed to be, and who you were isn’t who you’re supposed to be now."

roller coaster 🤌

"You scare yourself more than anything, anyone."

"You don’t feel safe in yourself anymore"

"Not all heartbreaks have to end with you broken." so i just need to break someone ?

"Cheers, darlin’ this is a pretty great night for those who didn’t know me I was the girl before the bride." damn who hurt you

the araneta caught me off guard coz i'm omw to araneta city where i might see a boy fml

"I wish I could kiss you more and more to rid us of the last one we had."

"Did I ever tell you that I hate carbonara? But I eat it anyway." lmfao :")

could've just tagged me in "all this wanting"

“No one knows how to love me when I’m sad
and I can’t blame them for that
I don’t even know how to love me”

using this as a journaling tool!!! each page reminds me of some memory related to the writings and has helped me work through those bottled up feelings that i hadn’t processed before.

P. 235: taking things leisurely
P. 247: I’m in no hurry. I won’t worry. Things will play out right when it’s time.
P. 253: you deserve all the love, you deserve all the happiness

P. 172: you wonder what other milestones you’d reach with him
P. 181: it’s either I sleep all the time or I don’t sleep at all
P. 185: second loves are so underrated in a way that he was better at handling my heart
P. 197: loving someone is a hard climb as it is but allowing yourself to be loved is a much higher summit

P. 109: falling in love and staying in love are two different things
P. 113: when you’ve been loved well would you ever settle for anything else
P. 129: and to you who thought that I have changed: the truth is I didn’t
P. 135: who made you believe that you were hard to love
P. 137: I can, will, at the right time and with the right one

P. 83: you’re the darkness, desperately seeking moonlight