Status Updates From Deposing Nathan

“you’re supposed to be scared of god. that’s how you know what’s right and wrong.”
“i just don’t think it’s possible to love someone and be afraid of them at the same time.”

fucking hate aunt lori

These parents suck. I honestly hate his aunt.

“Please,” I say to the back of her head. “You promised you wouldn’t. Did you mean it?”
She pirouettes in a semicircle until she’s facing me. Her face contorts—pure revulsion.
“You know something, Nate?” she says. “Just because you’re full of shit doesn’t mean everyone else is.”

i love these kids.

“Nate? Thank you.”
“What for?”
“Just being my friend.”
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Dear God: thank you for Cam. Help my family to like him more—he’s not as bad as they think.

THIS BOOK IS SO. urhejdjskd.

"What you have to understand about Cam—and this is important—is that up until he jammed a shard of ceramic in my gut, he was the best friend I’ve ever had."

i thought i’d be cute and read a book at a cafe but my small latte ended up costing FOURTEEN DOLLARS i hate nyc so bad im gonna to sit here until i read this whole book