Status Updates From سقوط

So close yet so far

To be sure, my solution is not the ideal. But when you don’t like your own life, when you know that
you must change lives, you don’t have any choice, do you?

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Hence I am not worried about my safety, but about myself and my presence of mind I am also eager to block the door of the closed little universe of which I am the king, the pope, and the judge.

Besides, one doesn’t practice his profession, one
breathes it constantly

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For a long time I had lived in the illusion of a general
agreement, whereas, from all sides, judgments, arrows, mockeries rained upon me, inattentive
and smiling. The day I was alerted I became lucid; I received all the wounds at the same time and
lost my strength all at once. The whole universe then began to laugh at me.

A totally insignificant story, in your opinion? Probably. Still it took me some time to forget it, and that’s what counts.

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I’ll tell you a big secret, mon cher. Don’t wait for
the Last Judgment. It takes place every day.