Status Updates From Un soffio di vita

I’m reading this book as if i’m meditating, can’t say i’m rly enjoying it, it’s just happening to me.

“I simply live in the passing of time. The act of writing is the inevitable result of my being alive. I lost sight of myself so long ago that I am hesitant to try and find myself. I’m afraid to begin. Existing sometimes gives me ♡ palpitations. I’m so afraid to be me . I’m so dangerous. They gave me a name and alienated me from myself.”