Status Updates From Penny's Protector (Icehome,...

"That's why I love the thought of resonance and want it so badly. I want to be that perfect ONE for someone. I want to be their soulmate. I want them to look at me and realize 'Oh, Penny is that special someone I've been waiting for all along."

My track record is terrible. I've always been all-in with relationships. I love the idea of being in love, but in the past, I've always been the one that loved more in the relationship. I've always been the giver, the pursuer, the one that changes.

Do I dream of resonating to her? It is a foolish question.
It is my only dream.

"No commitment. No mating. Just having fun in the furs. No hearts involved."
S'bren shakes his head. "It is already too Late, Penny. I lost my heart to you long ago."
I sigh, because that's sweet and romantic and so, so not the thing I wanted to hear.
"Oh, S'bren."