Status Updates From Yayoi Kusama: Every Day I P...

“To cover everything in a cafe with pink polka dots; that is my desire.
Polka dots in the pink-colored space fill everybody’s heart with joy of everlasting love.
In the universe, the moon and the sun are each just one of the polka dots. The earth on which we live & several hundred millions of stars all become pink by magic spells.
Self-obliteration by polka dots. I call this ‘Kusama’s self-obliteration.’”

I loved "In Search of Emptiness." She talks about after her suicide, when she will discard her "nerves that have been torn to shreds" and says “Inside the creases of my heart that I love the most in the whole universe, / I have created a mountain of paintings, sculptures, poems, and novels.”
“I want to hold again a great infinite dream, and head for a faraway place that emptiness points me to.”

“Ahh so tired like a beggar
bent over the gutter vomiting
hair white and frayed back hunched
desperately turning a blind eye to the approaching shadow
Come, death, if you’re coming Let me embark for the universe”

So beautiful