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"I wonder if my heart had beaten 2 billion times yet"

I got so caught up with all the little every day tasks that I ended up wasting the time that I could have been spending on more important things. But the scariest thing is that I never even noticed that I was wasting my own precious time. If only I had stopped for a moment to get some perspective away from all that running around I was doing, it would have been obvious what the most important thing was.

Had I done anything significant during my 30 year existance? Had I spent time with the people I really wanted to spend time with? Had I said all that needed to be said to the people who mattered? Did I call my mother as much as I should have?