Status Updates From Fifty-Two Stories

Reminds me of the intuition I had last year .. kill a person (French - associated with France, say me), they all die for killing the person. Euphrates river (river of jannah) uncovers a mountain of gold, people compete and they all die thinking one of them will be saved. Real life killing a French, for gold, they all die. It’s cursed me thinks. That intuition was so strong, it was like a oh! feeling.

“I’m powerless.. listen, you mean woman! … I’m powerless, you’re stronger than I am, but there someone who will for me and my (unborn) children! God Sees everything! He is Just! He will punish you for each of my tears, for all my sleepless nights! The time will come, and you will remember me!”

Romance (hopeless romantic) with a double bass is where they created fan fiction from my heart art from my arsenal slideshow. Applying bowsky, bows on the kite strings on the kite in the sky, adding red roses bouquet for final image of my art. The original image, they assigned (fan fiction, parasocial relationship) radiant from the water re bows. Cultural appropriation helped by sellouts, hypocritical thieves.

So is that what they meant by doll face wanting to amputate me as part of tortures before execution. I ask Allah (SWT) for my rights regarding all of them for their cruelty when they ignored the Prophetic sunnah they themselves wrote about and that each Surah begins with “In the Name of your Lord, the Most Merciful, the Most Compassionate”. Both sunnah, Hadith and Qur’an = MERCY.

I check him out on google, the author that is.. oh my GOSH. HE’S SO FIT. HE’S SO FINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Whew.

Agafya, so we all dressed up as wolves (the north) (more like Rameses Firaun whites) & went to the fire. This story reminds me how I was called lazy because of my chronic fatigue (disability), pain management as well, being called lazy this year esp by white people. They even made a charity who do mental health work call me lazy via a poem, host mocking it saying “that felt like it was directed at someone”.

Don’t you hate it when people try to force a narrative on you that isn’t true just because it suits their narrative and they need to justify their cruelty. PORKIES!! Liars. Burlap. Knit. Begging it. I hope all those dog owners die and all those associating it with me cos that’s what they need. May God kill them and not spare a single one. Ameen.

So sad he just needed someone to talk to since he’s grieving, no one gave him a chance to speak. I understand what that’s like after I had been bullied so badly, I asked to speak, was forgotten. Some are deliberately taken early, ageing for some induced in revenge, but either way they are taken before their parents and it’s horrifying that people around the world can even participate and approve such things.

I got assaulted on the month that became the 1 year of serious violence against me, can’t even tell you how serious it was to me, both not only confirmed, but no justice for me, got told I’m a bully for speaking about it to try + convince me I’m bad + bullied about both. If trying to claw rep back through non yt people knowing how both severely impacted my life, I’d be fuming at them & everyone assisting.

He gets so obsessed with exclamation points and whether he’s used it he starts seeing an exclamation point instead. I remember once I was playing sudoku, very young I think, and then I dreamt of sudoku. I was playing sudoku in my dream. I think another game I played I started dreaming of it. Earlier this year, LinkedIn introduced sudoku. I’m not good at sudoku.

“She looked fixedly or sternly like a saint on an icon or a dying people do.. strange, unhappy”. Hatred. Look of hatred. For taking happy, for taking life. Hatred. His arms + legs got frozen to amputated. People can be frozen through medicine + solutions in real life as part of torture. May God kill them for these tortures.

It’s supposed to be a funny story, he just seems like he’s struggling because he’s used to a certain lifestyle in military service.

Really good story. Discussing the French. Very loud. Very real. Dogs aren’t sly. The ending annoyed me. So atrocious how some can grasp for straws to do anything to justify transfer of responsibility of serious enacted fatality elsewhere, getting someone to do their dirty work for them doesn’t make them clean. May God strip them of the same then, have it all surrounded, before they know they’re drowning. Ameen.