Status Updates From Box Hill

"I wondered if his eyes weren't actually luminous, so that blue built up behind the lids when he was asleep. And I'd try to be awake before him, so that I could catch the moment when the pent up blue spilled out."

did my Duke of Edinburgh in box hill. adam mars-jones let’s see what you’ve got

"I could lull myself to sleep by counting the number of sit-ups that would work the miracle and turn my tummy into his, counting down from a billion."
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"I wish I could say I learned to take a pride in my body. But though there was a lot I could learn from him, I couldn't learn that."

"I know there are some questions that don't expect an answer, but I couldn't let this be one of them."