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Wanting children because you need an aim in life is a scary thought. Why are we trying to fill the existential void within us with something that doesn't even exist yet? People often tell me to get back to real life because I read too much, even the people I love most. But real life feels less realistic than stories.Fiction knows it's fiction. Reality rarely does.

Wanting children because you need an aim in life is a scary thought.

I hate that man or any man at all. I hate how much she cares about him.
I don't want her to be so afraid of being lonely that she thinks the only solution is to have a baby. I hate him.
It's all so stereotypical. She's far too smart for that.
Please don't hurt yourself.What emotional need is this character protecting by staying?