Status Updates From 总有一天; a place to hide (can’...

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failing my exam for this idgaf idgaf

getting 总有一天 tattooed on my body and i’m not even kidding

my new year’s resolution was to be less horny on main but like wow

oh my fuck they've put it into words

the type of shit i read after promising i’m going to heed trigger warnings now

"Jiang Cheng has a Pavlovian gag reflex trained to the sound of Moonlight Sonata, and I don’t blame him"

This made me giggle

"L̶i̶f̶e̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶p̶r̶e̶c̶i̶o̶u̶s̶ ̶b̶e̶c̶a̶u̶s̶e̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶e̶n̶d̶s̶.̶

Life is precious because of how many others your own touches. Like a sun in a window: not even knowing that the flower in a vase on the gingham tablecloth grows because of it."

Good quote

Героите ми дори още не са заедно 😭

"The hospital vending machine bears witness to more honest fear and grief than some funerals do"

"They’ve shifted in sleep, but not by much. Not away from each other—into each other, unseeing and unfeeling, and yet still needing. Wei Ying’s face is somewhere in Lan Zhan’s neck, but he worries, as sleep drains away from him, that it’s a bad angle. One of his arms is curled up in Lan Zhan’s shirt. His legs are asleep, and a numb weight rests on his thigh.

He will lie here forever."

I'm only a few pages in and I'm already crying. This hits way too close to home

“This is where it ends.

Someday you’ll make it out of here."

“Wei Ying falls asleep like you let a lover go at the airport gates. Slowly.”

THIS????????????? yeah it will stay on my mind for a while

“I have loved you, Wei Ying,” he says into the wisped baby hairs at Wei Ying’s temple, “and I would have loved you even if you left this world.”


MHMMMMMMMMMMMM [remembers canon] CRYING AND SCREAMING

"My best friend that I love. Nothing will be the same anymore, will it?"

☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

“or she’ll tell me I’m holding you back, just like I did to my siblings, because that’s what I do. That’s what I’m good at. That’s why taking myself out of this world seemed like such an easy choice. That’s what you do for people you love, right?”

“Good-sad. So full of something you wish there was more of you to feel it."

“I’m sorry.”

“For what?”

For waking you up. For being a shitty best friend. For making you sad. For worrying you. For scaring you. For being such a burden. For that day you walked in and had to meet me and not someone funnier and nicer and happier, but me.”

“Alive. Hot, sour hatred surges up in his belly, blackens everything he can feel. Alive. What a dirty word. He’s still alive.”

me every morning of every day