Status Updates From Notes from the Underground

im reading this in portuguese to better my grammar/vocabulary and so far i’ve gotten a pretty good grasp on writing patterns and grammar. as for the story itself, im a bit lost??? i’ve been rereading the pages whenever i get confused and a little of the quotes stand out to me but it’s kind of hard to follow cuz he’s just saying bullshit.

You boast of consciousness, but you are not sure of your ground, for though your mind works, yet your heart is darkened and corrupt, and you cannot have a full, genuine consciousness without a pure heart.

не доверяю тому кто скажет что не видит в этом персонаже хоть чуточку себя