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In surah Az-Zumar, verse 53, Allah (glorified and exalted is He) says,
“Say, ’O My servants who have transgressed against themselves [by sinning], do
not despair of the mercy of Allah; indeed, Allah forgives all sins; indeed, it is He
who is The Forgiving, The Merciful."

Instead of fleeing to Allah (glorified and exalted is He) or needing Him, you are
turning away from Him as if He needs you; and running after things that distance
you away from Him. What is the logic of that?

And from the strangest of the strange things
that you taste the punishments of having your
heart attached to other than Allah
And then you don’t run away from that thing
to the beautiful reception from Allah (glorified and exalted is He)
and the fullness that He offers you.

"The one who truly truly fears Allah are not the one who cries and wipes his tears. But the one who truly fears Allah is the one who abandons that which they are afraid of Allah holding them accountable."