Status Updates From A Hora da Estrela

No sé porqué había postergado tanto esta novela. Clarice escribió como si nunca nadie antes hubiera escrito

just one of those nights where i’m rereading while listening to white ferrari to feel something

Was she a saint? So it seems. She didn't know that she was meditating because she didn't know what the word meant. But it seems to me that her life was a long meditation on the nothing. Except she needed others in order to believe in herself, otherwise she' get lost in the successive and round emptinesses inside her. She meditated while she was typing and that's why she made even more mistakes.