Status Updates From Alasan untuk Tetap Hidup

At the part where he talks about his father and how his father cares about him, or is at least there for him is tough to get through. At times I even feel jealous, I guess you could say.

My father has been telling me to kill myself since I was around 16 years old. He blames me for ruining his life and how much happier he’ll be when I’m finally dead. Not living or engaging with him isn’t enough apparently…