Status Updates From The Heart Rate of a Mouse V...

'a distancing click-click-click and her friendly voice chattering, and brendon makes no sound at all as he walks, no, he wouldn't. he's the kind that sneaks up on you, and then he's on you, you're on him, before you even had the tiniest fucking clue that it was going to happen'

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

okay now ive updated all my thoughts and i actually am on this page (well im about to read but yah)

what are you doing
pitying you
i shrug with a smirk

im still not over the fact ryan - who is totally straight by the way makes the first move on brendon as a joke but as soon as they kiss the joke is gone and he's like oh fuck..

also throwback to when they went on a date in the movie theatre before all of this and brushed hands i just remembered . man . this book i-

david telling ryan he can have brendon + ryan not being aware that he wanted him will never not be iconic

yummy strawberry milkshake is yummy!!

oh god. brendon showing ryan 'the look' + ryan being like oh my :o i get it

also keltie is here !!

'joe yells 'yeah' into his microphone. we don't have any fucking 'yeah's' in this song.' is actually hillarious and i relate to ryan's anger on smth so small i just get it

'there certainly is nothing more dangerous than honesty'

okay ryan noticing brendon's beauty and constantly thinking about the fact that he is too cute to settle down ...

jon and ryan making music that isnt loud but still hits home is so take a vacation/the young veins coded . maaaan .

okay ryan you're defo not thinking about kissing brendon ...

and sure you just picked up jon's number cause he owes you a beer ..

sisky chaos in the prologue
heart rate of a mouse mention!!
crash bang smoke
the prologue is crazyy

brent and jac speaking to eachother eek i wonder why ... also this is where i last read up to in my reread attempt

yess ryan talking about his music saying anyone can like them regardless of age, sex, gender etc because he's singing about real experiences so true and the interviewer is like yes ryan!!

guys im on chapter 7 but i have so many thoughts to share which is why i havent updated this but im 25% through actually .

guys i was trying to write a status update but i accidentally pressed finished but i didnt finish it yet help 😭😭😭😭

listening to take a vacation and thinking about the heart rate of a mouse and the melting point of silver ...

okay im starting this from the beginning .

im actually gunna finish rereading it this time and i'll be insufferable about it !!

rereading again because my reading slump is so awful 😭

Goddammit!

Where are the great books?

Here I am, on my 4th read of the same book.
#EpicRead

Ehhhh, fant ud itte æg begynte at dette æ en fanfic?!? I’m shook. Crime against humanity å ikkje utgi desse i bokform.

that evil twink needs to die

yes im logging a fanfic yes i do not care about the fandom anymore im purely here just for the nostalgia #losingtheidgafwar