Status Updates From Gutter Mage

There'd been some relief immediately after telling Lysander about what happened with Crowley, but now I was feeling agitated. Like it had stirred up something that I couldn't quite get settled back down. Was it a good thing? A sign of healing maybe? Or was it just masochism. I was certainly no stranger to self-harm.
The sound of pounding hooves coming up from behind drew me out of my thoughts.