Status Updates From The Days of Abandonment

"...I’m losing myself and if I don’t catch hold what will happen to the children?"

"No, I thought, squeezing the rag and struggling to get up: starting at a certain point, the future is only a need to live in the past. To immediately redo the grammatical tenses."

Hey, who thinks Olga is a narcissist?

"And so even the very few people who still tried to help me withdrew in the end: it was difficult to put up with me. I found myself alone and frightened by my own desperation."

This was supposed to be for the RBC book group, but it got abandoned. Now I'm curious.

back in my female malaise era