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Jen R.
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I’ve run out of language to explain the avalanche of anguish I feel when faced with this world, and so if I can't make sense of this planet, I'm better off imagining another.
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Jen R.
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I wish to view the moon as Hayden viewed the moon, an object that has a purpose rooted primarily in how it shines, and little more beyond that.
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Jen R.
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And if you found yourself with a committed Black goth, you could pull the dubbed tape of Cure songs out of your back pocket. I first learned to code-switch through the musical movements of my people, and done among my people in this way, it didn't feel like a shameful burden. It felt like a generosity— a celebration of the many modes we could all fit into.
— Feb 09, 2026 10:16AM
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Jen R.
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One way trauma can impact us is by the way it makes us consider a polite proximity to violence and oppression as comfort.
— Feb 09, 2026 07:43AM
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Jen R.
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My father, who would return home after work and sit in our driveway with the windows up on our old van, letting loud jazz fill the car's interior for a few moments before exiting. Like it was a bridge bringing him back to a more familiar self.
— Feb 09, 2026 07:42AM
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Jen R.
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If there is some kind of loophole in the rules of magic, it might be this: the one where a person is able to be invisible until they are desired. Where they are an echo of nonexistence until they can fulfill a need, or tell a story, or be a thread in the fabric of someone else's grand design. The flawed magic of desiring a body more than an actual person. (66)
— Feb 06, 2026 12:48PM
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Jen R.
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Ellen Armstrong kept performing in smaller rooms, to crowds without as much money or social capital. The idea, it seemed, was about offering a sense of wonder to those who may otherwise have been denied it. To make something small spectacular. Magic relies on what a viewer is willing to see, and what a viewer is willing to see relies on what the world has afforded them to be witness to.
— Feb 06, 2026 12:40PM
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Jen R.
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The magic of it all. The literal magic, that which exists to give a suspension to belief. That which exists to wash away the knowing of a wretched world and replace it with another. What appears when there was once nothing. What miracles a love for our people bends us toward.
— Feb 06, 2026 12:32PM
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I say I love my people and I mean there is a language that is only ours, and within that language there is shelter. But when I speak that language into the world, I know how eager the world might be to bend it to its own desires.
— Feb 06, 2026 12:11PM
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Jen R.
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I think about the small but important distance between gospel as popular music and gospel as a vehicle for salvation: how it is possible to take in the music without much concern for salvation, but still be carried off to a place that feels holy.
— Feb 05, 2026 11:41AM
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because I think what Michael meant when he sang “Don’t stop 'til you get enough" is that a river must be built out of what the dancing can offer so that we might float once again off grief's island.
— Feb 05, 2026 10:54AM
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