Status Updates From 鳄鱼手记

Ok either I’m stupid or the prose is super erratic and hard to follow. Feels like there’s no logical flow of ideas.

this is lowkey dragging

"Finding myself at the border of life and death, I followed her echo as it led me toward death."

"It reminded me of a scene out of W. Somerset Maugham's memoirs: My life was extraordinarily lacking in all sense of reality, as if I were watching a different me playing various characters within a mirage. I wanted to be kicked out into reality so badly...."

"No matter who I was, no matter how anyone else saw me, no matter whether I knew who I was, somewhere on this planet there was someone who'd completely accept me." absolutely adoring this story 💔 how i wish adult life was not on the way so i could read this faster 😭