Status Updates From My Best Friend's Brother (M...

I crack a smile and nod. “If we’d gotten together back then, I would’ve fucked it up. I would’ve gone off to college and broken your heart. You really would hate me now. I think the universe knew that. And I think it’s rooting for us. That’s why it presented us with the opportunity. It’s finally right. I finally have you, and I’m never letting go.”


Is this good enough an explanation for him???Lmao

“You’re so beautiful. Always have been. When I was eighteen and getting ready to leave for college, I laid here and thought about getting you in my bed. I wanted to be the one that took that virginity of yours.” He kisses me softly, and it sets my body on fire. “That’s why I was all over you two when guys were involved. I wasn’t trying to protect you. I was only trying to save you for myself.”
😃

“Maddie just wanted to make sure I was safe and sound.”
I scoff. “Like I haven’t taken care of you nearly every day of your life. You’d think she’d trust me by now.”

LMAO

I hold her and watch her drift back off to sleep. It’s weird. I’ve never done this with any other woman. I mean, I’ve slept with many, but I never was big into the whole cuddling thing. Laying here with Jazz, it makes me feel as if I have a purpose. Like I’m supposed to be here, holding her, protecting her, loving her.
🤢🤢🤢

this is so humiliating for her lmao

Oh, wow. That is confusing, isn’t it? I understand everything you’re going through. It’s like you finally get what you’ve always wanted, but it’s not ‘how’ you want it. The question is: do you take it anyway, or punish yourself because it didn’t come when/how you wanted it to?

WOW THE AUDACITY

"There's this woman," I start, and she scoffs, causing me to pause.
"Really? You need dating advice?" Her brows are pulled together, and her mouth is hanging open.
"No, I'm good at dating. But I haven't made it that far with this one yet. I'm too afraid to ask her out because I think she hates me."

it’s about her but I’m baffled anyway by him asking her abut presumed (for her) ow 🥴

22% in and I’ve been already ragebaited a few times 🤞🏼

Already fucking hate her and I wish she would die. She has the stupids thoughts ever and she can die in my eyes I know I’m only 4% in but I don’t wanna do this anymore. I’m just gonna preserver though because that’s how much I hate my self for staying up all night.