Status Updates From نزيلة قصر وايلدفيل

Gm to nobody except one person! Hi bby. I'm awake again, somehow that keeps happening. Kiddinggg don't yell at me. ik that you are probably also sad. I don't want you to be sad, I just want us to fix it. The shit with my family/work is a joke, their asses can have the day they deserve. So, prob p fucking bad. If u sense my anger @ them, I am. My love for you is just about the only thing that usurps my attitude rn x

Chapter 21, Page 214

Good eve! Still here, still confused. Being upright rn is a win, mostly I'm just sleeping. I'm just doing my best to keep going in a world that is actively fighting for me not to. Yesterday was...idk. I'm trying to just process my pain on my own because I'm sure it seems silly to some. But it's not silly to me, not when most of your family members and partners over the years ignored bdays.