Status Updates From We Were Young

so far, incredibly tedious. my tolerance for it is further diminished by the fact that the entire book is split into only four chapters

Afterwards they would all think Cormac was the fount of calm, but actually he was only frightened, then mortified, then incrementally - opulently - indifferent. Detachment, a familiar mechanism, dissolved and settled in him like seltzer.

Absolutely despise this book so far and really terrible writing style that is pretentious and lacking the reader from immersing in story . Instead I am bored, distant and wanting to get refund . I will power through and hopefully it gets better