Status Updates From How to Excavate a Heart

Feel very juvenile. I’m already over the “I’m a terrible person.. I should do better” and then doesn’t ever try to do better? Also using that kid’s crush for free coffee instead of being honest? Yuck.

I’m in pain

"'I love weather...the uncertainty of it. That even if you've studied the science, you still might not get it right. That's never a guarantee.'"

"'Don't let him take over your life - your beau. He should just be a part of it, doll. Never the whole thing.'"

“I shake the fish thoughts out of my head.”

“All of our ancestors came from the ocean. We’re all fish.”

“I don’t know why she’s being so good to me. I wish she’d be as mean as I’ve been to her so that I could feel okay about how I’ve been acting.”