Status Updates From The Monster Baru Cormorant ...

someone please free me from this slop book

why is this cover so scary

Fuck!

Everything is so bleak. I feel so scared. And hook 4 isn’t even out so I won’t know how the saga truly ends anyway! 😭

Five Stars.

Final thoughts- Baru is taking the path Tain Shir took. Farrier tried it first with Tain Shir. He’s looking for the Cancrioth too. But he lost Tain Shir it. Will he lose Baru too? He’s betting that since he caught her young he can have his tentacles so deep in her she won’t be lost to her own schemes or Cancrioth. And honestly, I don’t have the answer to this question. The end of this book leaves me so empty.

Fuck. I’m overwhelmed.

Fuck! The Cancrioth is a supernatural being! It’s going to cut Baru and infuse her both it’s cancer. That’s what’ll make her a monster. Oh fuck.

But reach for your humanity. Please! I can’t bear another monumental sacrifice with this character. Regardless of what she thinks, it will mean Farrier has won and has buried his thesis deep within her. She’d be an agent of Farrier! I’m losing my goddamned mind!

Please tell me she doesn’t sacrifice her parents?! Every time I’m convinced of her humanity, she slips back into a disembodied mind! Why is it bad that the empire holds something against her? The empire holds something against everybody! Her tribadism isn’t secret. Stand for something beyond your foolish savior complex! Baru please. The stakes are hard. The stakes are always impenetrably hard with you.

And finally we’ve discovered the ultimate conspiracy. Empire’s conspiracy to steal the Ashen Sea trade ring from the Oriati Mbo. Everything by else has been a domino in service of or resulting from that conspiracy.

Oh my God. This book is going to kill me before it’s done with me isn’t it? I already feel the weight of the end of this book just like book 1. Dickinson is going to break me again! I’m so mad!

The fact that this whole book is just and immersive character study about the effects of a person who is separated from their inner self and desires. My God!

Can we talk about how Baru has become a fucking alcoholic!

Why does he write such intense 3rd act action scenes? My heart is my mouth!